I think some part of me must have known that something terrible was in store for me from the moment of conception. Think about it. After 9 months of incarceration and having everything taken cared of for me; I was dragged, completely naked, into the light with doctors slapping me on the ass, holding me upside down and forcing me to cry. Then, lo and behold, I find that I have to eat, use the bathroom, get sick and intermingle with a bunch of evil people that first fed me fantasies of Santa Claus and the Easter Bunny, fucked me up mentally when they took those away, filled me full of Catholic propaganda and guilt until I barely knew what was real and what was not, then tossed me into the world to fend for myself and told me to be grateful that the whole thing was happening. Wow. At thirty something odd years of it, I still don’t see the miracle in it all ?Unknown (via blackestdespondency)
when people say that being asexual is sooo easy and that asexuals are so lucky, I fight back the urge to puke in their faces.
yes! really easy! falling in love with people and knowing you will never be with them because sex is apparently this cool thing we were born to do and a relationship without sex is not a good thing! It can’t happen! i’m happy for all the asexuals who are in a relationship with a non-asexual without having sex, really, but i could never stay with one because I would never trust them to be loyal.
The year is 2540, a student in history class notices something off about his textbook. “How come these textbooks skip the years 1990 through 1999?” The teacher puts his air-marker down on the table, lowers his head, and sighs. “Because…” he lifts his head, a single tear rolls down his cheek, “… only 90’s kids remember the 90’s”
It was a great mistake, my being born a man, I would have been much more successful as a seagull or a fish. As it is, I will always be a stranger who never feels at home, who does not really want and is not really wanted, who can never belong, who must be a little in love with death!Eugene O’Neill (via blackestdespondency)